Maybe part of loving is learning to let go.

Hey , im learning to let go of you. Sometimes dalam hidup ni bukan apa yang kita nak akan dapat. And kau ajar aku maksud perkataan itu. Aku belajar macam mana nak lepaskan orang yang aku paling sayang dalam hidup aku. Im not a loser. but in this story , yes i am a loser. I HAVE to be a loser. Tapi hanya dalam cerita ini ok. Aku terpaksa.

Hey , im letting you go. Dengan seluruh kerelaan hati ceh :-p i have to do that. its for your own good and mine too. Its just because i cant be in this situation anymore. Aku taknak susah kan kau lagi. Aku taknak tambah tension kau lagi and aku taknak rosakkan relationship orang. Ruins 4 years relationship? Thats sooooo not me k. Bukan nak lost contact or whatever tapi this is the only way aku boleh lupakan kau. Maybe dengan amad aku takkan lost contact. but with you? hmm Boleh dipertimbangkan :-) Aku nak menyerah selama nya. aku nak akhiri semua nya. eceh bapak jiwang ah aku en, HAHA. Maybe time ni kau tengah baca this post. I know you will bukak my blog. Like amad said, I mesti akan ada update pasalyou. Yes mesti lah kan :-) hhaha. I got something to tell ya.

1. Thanks for calling. i really appreciate it :-) i tak pernah expect you akan call i . haha. And i was shocked. Thats why i banyak diam and i taktahu nak jawap apa time you cakap. Im speechless. And totally blank. WOH SHOCKED! E,C call bhai siapa tak excited kan? lol.

2. Kan i banyak cakap sorry right last night? Ok this is the reason why i apologize :-) first, Sorry sebab banyak menyusahkan you dengan hal ni. Dari kecik now dah jadi besar sampai you terpaksa call i and explain everything. I ni menyusahkan right? haha. sorry!! imma over thinker,  ehem pls understand. aha. second, im sorry sangat sebab terlampau poyo nak jealous bagai -.- padahal cakap bye je right? haha. silly me. actually takde mende pun tu. saja je mengedik dengan amad. hahaha! sorry ya. okay third, third ni kene  buat baris baru lol.

third , Im sorry sebab i taktahu pun you dengan dia tak break lagi. sumpah i tak tahu. amad cakap you dengan dia dah break. so , i tak bermaksud nak rosakkan relationship you or what ok :-) IM SOO SORRYY! i should apologize to her too. Tapi tolong cakap kat dia im sorry k?. i wont disturb you guys anymore. i wish the best for you both. lots love , me . haha.

4. im sorry for being psychoshit. I shouldnt post all those thing on twitter. im sorry sebab terlampau tinggi sangat hope i kat you. Im so sorry k. I just um tah. sorry k.

And last but not least, Im sorry sebab terpaksa post macam ni. I dont have the "keberanian" to cakap dengan you face to face ;-) i hope you understand , and this will be the last post from me. im over you. im letting go of you. But i will be here waiting for you :-) haha sumpah this post nampak stupid gila. k im done. Goodbye.

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